Woot! The full Jesse version of Bleeding Love is here!

SO GOOD! I am so proud of him. I really am!

This is THE BEST version of Bleeding Love!

Today was the worst day of my life.

Yes, it was. Can it be over soon? I' not going into detail, but quitting my job was the worst mistake I have ever made. It really fucked me up. Now I have no idea what I'm going to do. Ugh.

Looking for a job is a pain in the ass.

So, I find out that he doesn't want me to have the graveyard shift and wants to keep me on call. I don't like that, so I will call him and tell him that I really want that job. Hopefully I can still get it, but in case I can't I am back to looking. Looking for a job is a full time job. It is annoying and time consuming. I really hope something good comes of it.

I worked out for 2 hours last night. I went hardcore and I am so sore, but I still want to dance tonight for about an hour. I was so tired after last night. I am just now getting my energy back!

My favorite song right now.

I cook when I'm bored...

I cook when I'm bored and I really need to stop. It's not helping my diet at all. Speaking of a diet, I'm gonna go on one tomorrow. Seriously. There is no reason for me to be how I am, so I will diet and I will track my progress here through pics, video, and blogs. Hopefully this will help me finally do it. My goal is to lose 65 pounds by the end of this year. That should get me to my goal.

I can't wait to see what happens tomorrow with my job situation. It should prove to be interesting!

Job issues.

I quit my job back in Jan. for personal reasons. When I quit they were begging me to stay. They really did not want me to go, but I had to. So, they told me that I could have my job back at anytime. This weekend I was contacted on Myspace from various of my old coworkers and they told me that my old job was hiring. I call up today and was told that"there is no place for me" and that I would have to be on call. Huh? So, what is that posting on Craigslist about a full time graveyard position about? Why not just take back someone who you don't have to to train? Wow. I have no idea how I feel about this.

As of right now I am on call, but I don't think I can go through with that. It would actually cost me money to be on call. I would have to buy a bus pass every month for $70 and wait for them to call me. I would have to hope someone calls off so I can get hours. That is insane. I am broke. I need money. I need a full time job. I need stability. Ugh.